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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

An Update....

On the "No Update" Situation.

The office director of our creche left last month. There have been problems with adjusting. No one has received an update since February (some even longer). They hope to restore monthly updates at the end of May.
It's ok. All my update would say is that I'm "still in IBESR." And all I would see would be two beautiful brown eyes and kissable lips that I can't touch. A baby boy who isn't even mine. And he'll look so growny. Updates are sort of like bad medicine.
So, the silence continues. It's deafening.

5 comments:

Salzwedel Family said...

I understand Amanda. There have been many times when the silence was deafening. I continue to lift you and your sweet Joshua up in prayer.

Kathy Cassel said...

Erg.

Sarah and Tim said...

Stay Strong!

I know what it's like to wait...

CG said...

:( I'm sorry, Amanda. This is just miserable.

Katy said...

Don't lose faith....I know I sure have a lot of rough days too. And I know what you mean about the updates, they are bittersweet. Her smile lights my world, but then I miss her more and more through the painful wait...